Lust and Desire

Dear Letters,

At the end of the year my husband and I will celebrate a huge milestone in our relationship as we will have our ten year anniversary. It feels good to say that after all this time together I am still happily married and more in love then ever before. But I have never had any regrets about it and I am thrilled that we get to spend the rest of our lives together.

Recently a single friend of mine posed an interesting question. She was curious about what if anything I missed about being single and if there was anything I wished I could still do. It has been so long I really had to think back, and for the most part I didn't miss much at all. More then a decade ago I was living alone and happily playing the field.

I loved my independence back then and how exciting it was when I first started seeing someone new. I loved getting ready for a date and feeling the clench of nervous butterflies in my stomach. The desire that builds when you are about to fuck someone new and the whole experience was so thrilling that I would always get wet.

I was so enchanted and lost in my desires so ... (continued inside)

     Signed, Anonymous